I’m never going to get married..
I don’t want to let anyone in.
I don’t want them to judge me for all I’ve done..
Or how I am..
Or what I want..
I don’t know what I want, but I want to be happy.
And I don’t know how to be happy..
I modeled for another shoot for work!
Photos by Kitti for Lori Dorman Photography
I’m doing a photoshoot and looking for posing ideas
I always put on this front that I am okay, and perfectly happy, when if people could hear my thoughts..that would more than likely send me to a hospital and try to get me help..
"You have nothing in your life you need to be worried about."
My father told me this during my first anxiety attack..
He doesn’t understand, I have my whole life to be worried about. I have to decide what college I’m going back to, when I am moving out.
If I get married..if I even get another person to like me..
I don’t want to disappoint..
happens all the time..